i'm back home,my dearest big family!
Hello,my big family and all the family members: This is flyheart,from Xi'an,a regular friend in this forum about five years ago. I have tried hours to get back my code since i had not use this nickname to post here for ages,unexpectedly i can still use this name and share my articles here, hopefully you can still remember me. I still remember the first time when i came across this "home",dear Canuck treated me with three "red stars". i was so excited wearing red stars proudly, as if i was the luckiest one in the world. Since then, this forum became a real home of my heart, where i could tell everything ,sharing my sorrow or happiness with friends here. Canuck knew why i got this name and awarded me a big prize for my writing. Later, i got to know david,dave36china,cobra,jenny and panpan. The most excitement for me is when i went to Dalian, i met dear sister Cobra face to face , and took photos with her ,my son still kept the gift ---an army knife made in Swiss,from his "Gan-mother"---cobra. So many good memories crowed in on me as long as i saw Hongen online.
All these has changed since i moved here, a new school. I don't know whether my decision to "fly" to a new place three years ago is right or wrong, at least, i have to admit that i have lost much fun since no time or energy is left for me to come online after a whole day's work. The working pressure is not from my students but from the management of the school, i feel i am locked into another cage both mentally and physically, hardly breathing. Another disturbing problem is that i have to move from one place to another for different reasons, less than two years, i moved three times, none of them can match my own home, small, noisy, lack of some necessary living equipment, like washing room, bath, internet, which i had taken them for granted before moving. For the first term, i almost gave up till my son came to accompany me. When my husband found that i had lost much weight because of non- adaptation, he also came to this city and decided to help me out of this working situation. I feel much better now because i can stay with my son and husband after work in our own home--- a new home, without renting other's.
It is amazing that i finally know only home is the right place for my heart, whether it's big or small. There is a home where there is my family.
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